like, an update. my last one was over 2 months ago. and to anyone that cares/cared/knows me/has talked to me/liked me/likes me still: i'm real sorry 'bout that. this blog is probably going to be kind of personal. if it wasn't already... just like, stuff i write, feelings, vents/rants, etc. shit like that. oh and also photography. if i get to take any cool pictures. and, idk maybe pics of me. because, i'm getting back into that whole... world of issues again. i guess. i'm just sick of not being really skinny. people have been saying i look thinner, mostly my friends, some other people too. but i feel like it's a placebo effect. because i started smoking again, i started running every day, i stopped smoking/doing drugs (not permanently, haha), got a social life again, and pulled my grades up. i have like a's and b's in every class now. and i'm going out like every week. this feels so much better, so much like how things used to be. so now all that stands in my way of ultimate happiness is being super fucking skinny. this is going to happen, this is going to be good. k u guys? 
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